“Lasciato Inosservato”
Disclaimer: I don’t own anything except this story of mine. Yu-Gi-Oh GX, as we all know, belongs to Takahashi Kazuki-sensei.
‘Let alone unnoticed might be the best option. In fact, I have the feeling he wouldn’t even be able to notice my feelings towards him. Juudai never once did. But I tried hard enough to let him see me through… but it seems like my pride won’t let me. I have no other options left but to give up.’
Asuka meant her words. She wouldn’t take all those stuff back inside her. It was painful enough to bear. All of it are becoming heavier and heavier deep inside her. She feels as if the world would swallow her whole-being, be forgotten. But, if keeping them in her chest tightly, embracing her emotions for him with so much caring, may lead to them being together… it might be for the best. But then again, that sounds absurd, and completely impossible. For the one she fell for, doesn’t seem to be interested in any other stuff outside dueling. Friendship maybe one of the things he would be interested in… But how about romance?
She doesn’t know if staying friends with him for eternity might be a good idea. It might be the worse idea, ever, to let him go. Letting him go, and witnessing him with another girl in their final hour… or probably, their wedding. Not Asuka’s and Juudai’s; but another girl with her beloved. It’s… definitely hard to tolerate. No, it really is hard to tolerate. Seeing that awful scene would make her puke. But maybe the most unbearable part would be… seeing them both kissing, and her saying her congratulatory.
Asuka shook her head, trying to forget all about it. Just visualising those events in her head, makes her feel very empty inside. It was like being an empty space, a huge hole sucking her from her own body.
“If only you knew, Juudai. If only you knew…” She muttered, as group of tears slowly dropped from her smooth, delicate cheek. ‘No other choice, but to give up.’
Chemie’s Words: My first time trying out an Asuka/Juudai drabble…! I don’t know if this is ok… Thanks for reading!
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